These songs aren't separate from the story. They're threads pulled directly out of it. Every line carries weight that only lands once you've lived inside Jimmy and Sofie's world, every bruise, every vow, every fracture they're still hiding from each other.
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"Before the fall… I was already yours."
I feel you in the silence, like a shadow on my skin.
Two years and I still hear you, every time the night pulls in.
You look at me like nothing broke, but I still taste that night.
One memory we can't outrun, still burning in the light.
I tried to let you fade, but you stay in every breath I take.
Every heartbeat calls your name, I can't escape.
Before the fall… I was already yours.
Didn't need the words, I felt it in my bones.
Every touch, every look, pulled me back to you.
Even when we broke, I never let you go.
Before the fall… I was already yours. And I still am.
Savage pulse… beating for you. You feel it too.
You walk in quiet, eyes on the ground, act like you're fine but your heartbeat's loud.
You say it's nothing, just another day, but I can feel you pulling my way.
You keep your distance, but I still know your pulse is telling me where you'll go.
Savage pulse… beating for you, savage pulse… you feel it too.
Every time you run, it pulls you close, every time you breathe, the truth unfolds.
This savage pulse… is yours to read.
This savage pulse… is yours to read.
You walk in quiet, eyes on the ground, act like you're fine but your heartbeat's loud.
You say it's nothing, just another day, but I can feel you pulling my way.
You keep your distance, but I still know your pulse is telling me where you'll go.
Savage pulse… beating for you, savage pulse… you feel it too.
Every time you run, it pulls you close, every time you breathe, the truth unfolds.
This savage pulse… is yours to read.
I don't break, I don't bend, I don't part. I'm the golden boy gone dark.
You said I was the golden one, all shine, no shadow in my blood.
But you never saw the storm I kept locked behind my quiet breath.
I'm the golden boy gone dark, burning with your name like a mark.
Every lie, every vow, every scar pulls me back where you are.
I don't break, I don't bend, I don't part. I'm the golden boy gone dark.
Call it love, call it sickness. Either way, you're it.
You said I was the golden one, all shine, no shadow in my blood.
But you never saw the storm I kept locked behind my quiet breath.
I'm the golden boy gone dark, burning with your name like a mark.
Every lie, every vow, every scar pulls me back where you are.
I don't break, I don't bend, I don't part. I'm the golden boy gone dark.
Call it fate, call it madness. Either way, you're it.
You said I was the golden one, all shine, no shadow in my blood.
But you never saw the storm I kept locked behind my quiet breath.
And you ran like you knew what I'd turn into,
But you never had a chance, I was already choosing you.
I'm the golden boy gone dark, burning with your name like a mark.
Every lie, every vow, every scar pulls me back where you are.
I don't break, I don't bend, I don't part. I'm the golden boy gone dark.
You think silence keeps me tame, but I feel you in every flame.
Every echo, every whispered spark, you're the pull inside my dark.
You lit fires I can't undo, every path still leads to you.
Every shadow, every hidden track, drags me down and pulls me back.
I don't want distance, I want your heartbeat hit.
Call it fate, call it madness, either way, you're it.
I'm the golden boy gone dark, burning with your name like a mark.
Every lie, every vow, every scar pulls me back where you are.
I don't break, I don't bend, I don't part. I'm the golden boy gone dark.
You said golden, but you made me dark.
Now every heartbeat spells out your mark.
If this is ruin, then keep me ruined.
They called me perfect, called me pure, but you saw something darker, something sure.
One look and the shine started fading, one kiss and the man started breaking.
You turned the golden boy into a wildfire, burning through the life I built higher.
Every rule I had, you set on fire. Now I'm yours, and I don't even fight it.
If this is ruin, then keep me ruined.
You turned the golden boy into a wildfire.
They called me perfect, called me pure, but you saw something darker, something sure.
One look and the shine started fading, one kiss and the man started breaking.
You turned the golden boy into a wildfire, burning through the life I built higher.
Every rule I had, you set on fire. Now I'm yours, and I don't even fight it.
If this is ruin, then keep me ruined.
I don't want your heart. I want control.
You walk in like you don't know, every step you take pulls me close.
You think distance keeps you safe, but you're already in my veins.
I don't want your heart, I want control. The part of you you never show.
The fear, the fire, the truth you hold. Give me that, and I'll never let go.
You're the one thing I can't lose, so I choose you.
Give me that, and I'll never let go.
You walk in like you don't know, every step you take pulls me close.
You think distance keeps you safe, but you're already in my veins.
I don't want your heart, I want control. The part of you you never show.
The fear, the fire, the truth you hold. Give me that, and I'll never let go.
You're the one thing I can't lose, so I choose you.
This is our season of shadows, and I'm the one you can't outrun.
You walked in like a warning, soft voice, sharp edge, no mercy.
You were sunlight on my skin, but I was winter closing in.
This is our season of shadows, where the truth cuts deep and the love goes hollow.
But I still reach for you even when I shouldn't, even when I promised I wouldn't.
This is our season of shadows, and I'm the one you can't outrun.
I'd rather drown in you than breathe without the truth.
You walked in like a warning, soft voice, sharp edge, no mercy.
You were sunlight on my skin, but I was winter closing in.
This is our season of shadows, where the truth cuts deep and the love goes hollow.
But I still reach for you even when I shouldn't, even when I promised I wouldn't.
This is our season of shadows, and I'm the one you can't outrun.
Love like ours never dies. It just gets cold.
You said my name like a promise, but you never knew what it cost me.
One lie and the ground started shaking, one touch and the future was breaking.
These fractured vows still pull you back to me. Every crack in us is where I breathe.
You can hate my hands, but you're still in my hold. Love like ours never dies, it just gets cold.
If breaking you is breaking me, then let it be.
Every crack in us is where I breathe.
You said my name like a promise, but you never knew what it cost me.
One lie and the ground started shaking, one touch and the future was breaking.
These fractured vows still pull you back to me. Every crack in us is where I breathe.
You can hate my hands, but you're still in my hold. Love like ours never dies, it just gets cold.
If breaking you is breaking me, then let it be.
I'll set my empire on fire, just to keep you in my arms. 🔥
I built a kingdom out of steel, walls so high I couldn't feel.
But you walked in, unafraid, and every rule I made just caved.
You're the spark in my veins, the reason I'm not the same.
I'll set my empire on fire, if it brings you back, I'll burn it higher.
Every crown, every win, every wire, I'll watch it fall for your desire.
Yeah, I'll set my empire on fire, just to keep you in my arms.
Let the world turn to smoke, let the headlines choke.
I'll lose everything I own before I ever let you go.
Let the world turn to smoke. Let the headlines choke.
I built a kingdom out of steel, walls so high I couldn't feel.
But you walked in, unafraid, and every rule I made just caved.
You're the spark in my veins, the reason I'm not the same.
I'll set my empire on fire, if it brings you back, I'll burn it higher.
Every crown, every win, every wire, I'll watch it fall for your desire.
Yeah, I'll set my empire on fire, just to keep you in my arms.
Let the world turn to smoke, let the headlines choke.
I'll lose everything I own before I ever let you go.
Every crown, every win, every wire, I'll watch it fall for your desire.
I built a kingdom out of steel, walls so high I couldn't feel.
But you walked in, unafraid, and every rule I made just caved.
You're the spark in my veins, the reason I'm not the same.
I'll set my empire on fire, if it brings you back, I'll burn it higher.
Every crown, every win, every wire, I'll watch it fall for your desire.
Yeah, I'll set my empire on fire, just to keep you in my arms.
Let the world turn to smoke, let the headlines choke.
I'll lose everything I own before I ever let you go.
I'll lose everything I own before I ever let you go.
I built a kingdom out of steel, walls so high I couldn't feel.
But you walked in, unafraid, and every rule I made just caved.
You're the spark in my veins, the reason I'm not the same.
I'll set my empire on fire, if it brings you back, I'll burn it higher.
Every crown, every win, every wire, I'll watch it fall for your desire.
Yeah, I'll set my empire on fire, just to keep you in my arms.
Let the world turn to smoke, let the headlines choke.
I'll lose everything I own before I ever let you go.
There's a memory gap, and you keep pulling me back. 🖤
There's a night I lost, and you won't say, a blank space sitting in my brain.
Every time you look at me that way, I feel the truth I can't explain.
You hold the part I'm missing, you watch me fall and listen.
There's a memory gap, memory gap, and you keep pulling me back, pulling me back.
You know the moment I blacked out, you know the thing I can't track down.
You stand still while I unravel, like you're guarding something fragile.
If you're the truth, then say it.
You know the moment I blacked out. You know the thing I can't track down.
There's a night I lost, and you won't say, a blank space sitting in my brain.
Every time you look at me that way, I feel the truth I can't explain.
You hold the part I'm missing, you watch me fall and listen.
There's a memory gap, memory gap, and you keep pulling me back, pulling me back.
You know the moment I blacked out, you know the thing I can't track down.
You stand still while I unravel, like you're guarding something fragile.
If you're the truth, then say it.
You hold the part I'm missing. You watch me fall and listen.
There's a night I lost, and you won't say, a blank space sitting in my brain.
Every time you look at me that way, I feel the truth I can't explain.
You hold the part I'm missing, you watch me fall and listen.
There's a memory gap, memory gap, and you keep pulling me back, pulling me back.
You know the moment I blacked out, you know the thing I can't track down.
You stand still while I unravel, like you're guarding something fragile.
If you're the truth, then say it.
If you're the truth, then say it.
There's a night I lost, and you won't say, a blank space sitting in my brain.
Every time you look at me that way, I feel the truth I can't explain.
You hold the part I'm missing, you watch me fall and listen.
There's a memory gap, memory gap, and you keep pulling me back, pulling me back.
You know the moment I blacked out, you know the thing I can't track down.
You stand still while I unravel, like you're guarding something fragile.
If you're the truth, then say it.
You're the missing night I can't replace. 🖤
There's a missing night between my ribs, a blackout kiss I can't relive.
You hold the truth behind your eyes, like you're guarding what I left behind.
And every time you breathe, I feel the memory bleed.
You're the missing night I can't replace, the one blank space I can't erase.
You look at me like you've seen the fall, like you know the part I can't recall.
Missing night, missing night, you're the part I lost on the other side.
You stand so still while I come apart, like you're holding pieces of my heart.
Tell me what I lost, or tell me why you won't.
Tell me what I lost, or tell me why you won't.
There's a missing night between my ribs, a blackout kiss I can't relive.
You hold the truth behind your eyes, like you're guarding what I left behind.
And every time you breathe, I feel the memory bleed.
You're the missing night I can't replace, the one blank space I can't erase.
You look at me like you've seen the fall, like you know the part I can't recall.
Missing night, missing night, you're the part I lost on the other side.
You stand so still while I come apart, like you're holding pieces of my heart.
Tell me what I lost, or tell me why you won't.
You look at me like you've seen the fall, like you know the part I can't recall.
There's a missing night between my ribs, a blackout kiss I can't relive.
You hold the truth behind your eyes, like you're guarding what I left behind.
And every time you breathe, I feel the memory bleed.
You're the missing night I can't replace, the one blank space I can't erase.
You look at me like you've seen the fall, like you know the part I can't recall.
Missing night, missing night, you're the part I lost on the other side.
You stand so still while I come apart, like you're holding pieces of my heart.
Tell me what I lost, or tell me why you won't.
Crimson fever… rising slow.
There's a heat I feel when you come close,
Soft but it hits me the hardest.
I try to hide it, try to stay composed,
But you light me up where my guard is.
I breathe in slow,
But it still grows…
Something in me losing control.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
Every little touch turns into flame,
Every little look calls out my name.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
You're the spark that moves beneath my skin,
Warm like a truth I can't outrun.
I try to fight it but I give in,
'Cause this kind of fire's the only one.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
No more running, no more doubt,
Crimson fever… burning out.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
Every little look calls out my name.
There's a heat I feel when you come close,
Soft but it hits me the hardest.
I try to hide it, try to stay composed,
But you light me up where my guard is.
I breathe in slow,
But it still grows…
Something in me losing control.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
Every little touch turns into flame,
Every little look calls out my name.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
You're the spark that moves beneath my skin,
Warm like a truth I can't outrun.
I try to fight it but I give in,
'Cause this kind of fire's the only one.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
No more running, no more doubt,
Crimson fever… burning out.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
No more running, no more doubt.
There's a heat I feel when you come close,
Soft but it hits me the hardest.
I try to hide it, try to stay composed,
But you light me up where my guard is.
I breathe in slow,
But it still grows…
Something in me losing control.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
Every little touch turns into flame,
Every little look calls out my name.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
You're the spark that moves beneath my skin,
Warm like a truth I can't outrun.
I try to fight it but I give in,
'Cause this kind of fire's the only one.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
No more running, no more doubt,
Crimson fever… burning out.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
Every little touch turns into flame.
There's a heat I feel when you come close,
Soft but it hits me the hardest.
I try to hide it, try to stay composed,
But you light me up where my guard is.
I breathe in slow,
But it still grows…
Something in me losing control.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
Every little touch turns into flame,
Every little look calls out my name.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
You're the spark that moves beneath my skin,
Warm like a truth I can't outrun.
I try to fight it but I give in,
'Cause this kind of fire's the only one.
Crimson fever… rising slow,
Crimson fever… taking hold.
No more running, no more doubt,
Crimson fever… burning out.
Crimson fever… in my veins,
Crimson fever… I can't contain.
Crimson fever… under my breath, I confess.
There's a fire low in my chest,
Quiet but it's burning through.
Every time you're close like this,
I forget what I'm supposed to do.
I breathe you in,
And something starts…
A slow heat rising in the dark.
Crimson fever… taking me slow,
Crimson fever… starting to glow.
Every little look pulls me deeper in,
Every little touch lights me again.
Crimson fever… under my breath,
Crimson fever… I confess.
You're the warmth I can't outrun,
Soft but it's enough to break me.
I try to fight it but I come undone,
'Cause wanting you is what remakes me.
Crimson fever… taking me slow,
Crimson fever… starting to glow.
No more hiding, no more defense,
Crimson fever… makes no sense.
Crimson fever… under my breath,
Crimson fever… I confess.
Every little touch lights me again.
There's a fire low in my chest,
Quiet but it's burning through.
Every time you're close like this,
I forget what I'm supposed to do.
I breathe you in,
And something starts…
A slow heat rising in the dark.
Crimson fever… taking me slow,
Crimson fever… starting to glow.
Every little look pulls me deeper in,
Every little touch lights me again.
Crimson fever… under my breath,
Crimson fever… I confess.
You're the warmth I can't outrun,
Soft but it's enough to break me.
I try to fight it but I come undone,
'Cause wanting you is what remakes me.
Crimson fever… taking me slow,
Crimson fever… starting to glow.
No more hiding, no more defense,
Crimson fever… makes no sense.
Crimson fever… under my breath,
Crimson fever… I confess.
You're the spark that's lighting up my veins.
You hit the room and the lights turn red,
Something about you gets in my head.
I try to play it cool but I lose my grip,
Every time you smile like that, I slip.
You got a way of pulling me closer,
I swear my heart flips over and over.
Crimson fever… running wild,
Crimson fever… drives me wild.
You're the spark that's lighting up my veins,
You're the rush I feel I can't explain.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… body and soul.
You move like trouble wrapped up in heat,
I chase the fire even when I retreat.
You say my name and it hits like flame,
I'm burning up but I love the game.
Crimson fever… running wild,
Crimson fever… drives me wild.
No more fighting, I'm giving in,
Crimson fever… under my skin.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… body and soul.
No more fighting, I'm giving in.
You hit the room and the lights turn red,
Something about you gets in my head.
I try to play it cool but I lose my grip,
Every time you smile like that, I slip.
You got a way of pulling me closer,
I swear my heart flips over and over.
Crimson fever… running wild,
Crimson fever… drives me wild.
You're the spark that's lighting up my veins,
You're the rush I feel I can't explain.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… body and soul.
You move like trouble wrapped up in heat,
I chase the fire even when I retreat.
You say my name and it hits like flame,
I'm burning up but I love the game.
Crimson fever… running wild,
Crimson fever… drives me wild.
No more fighting, I'm giving in,
Crimson fever… under my skin.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… body and soul.
You're the heat that's crawling under my skin.
There's a heat that rises when you're near,
Quiet but it cuts right through.
I try to hold myself together,
But every breath pulls me to you.
I feel it start,
A slow burn in my chest…
You're the fire I can't resist.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
You're the heat that's crawling under my skin,
You're the pull I fall into again.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You move like something I can't fight,
Soft but it's enough to break me.
I try to run but every time,
The fever finds a way to take me.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
No more distance, no more restraint,
Crimson fever… paints me faint.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
No more distance, no more restraint.
There's a heat that rises when you're near,
Quiet but it cuts right through.
I try to hold myself together,
But every breath pulls me to you.
I feel it start,
A slow burn in my chest…
You're the fire I can't resist.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
You're the heat that's crawling under my skin,
You're the pull I fall into again.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You move like something I can't fight,
Soft but it's enough to break me.
I try to run but every time,
The fever finds a way to take me.
Crimson fever… taking control,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
No more distance, no more restraint,
Crimson fever… paints me faint.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You're the warmth that's crawling under my skin.
You're the heat that settles in my bones,
Quiet but it cuts me to the core.
Every time you're close, I lose my hold,
I'm not the man I was before.
I breathe you in,
And everything slows…
You're the fever I can't let go.
Crimson fever… taking me whole,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
You're the warmth that's crawling under my skin,
You're the truth I fall into again.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You're the calm that shakes me to my knees,
Soft but it's enough to break me down.
I try to fight the way you pull on me,
But every breath just brings you around.
Crimson fever… taking me whole,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
No more distance, no more restraint,
Crimson fever… paints me faint.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You're the truth I fall into again.
You're the heat that settles in my bones,
Quiet but it cuts me to the core.
Every time you're close, I lose my hold,
I'm not the man I was before.
I breathe you in,
And everything slows…
You're the fever I can't let go.
Crimson fever… taking me whole,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
You're the warmth that's crawling under my skin,
You're the truth I fall into again.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You're the calm that shakes me to my knees,
Soft but it's enough to break me down.
I try to fight the way you pull on me,
But every breath just brings you around.
Crimson fever… taking me whole,
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
No more distance, no more restraint,
Crimson fever… paints me faint.
Crimson fever… I can't escape,
Crimson fever… you're my flame.
You're the fire I keep falling into.
You're the heat beneath my skin,
Pulling me again.
Every time you're close like this,
I forget where I've been.
I breathe you in…
And fall again.
Crimson fever… taking me slow.
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
You're the fire I keep falling into,
Crimson fever… pulling me to you.
You're the calm that shakes my bones,
Soft but breaking through.
Every time you say my name,
I come back to you.
Crimson fever… taking me slow.
Crimson fever… deep in my soul.
No resisting, I keep falling into you,
Crimson fever… pulling me to you.
I break before I touch you. So you never see me stray.
You step close and the truth starts shaking,
And I hate how my pulse keeps breaking.
And I tell myself stop but the thought keeps climbing,
And I try to stay calm but the fear keeps timing.
And I don't want the moment but it hits too loud,
And I don't want the feeling but it draws a crowd.
And you look at me once and the ground goes thin,
And I lose the part of me that keeps you in.
I break before I touch you,
I run before I stay.
I break before I touch you,
So you never see me stray.
You say my name and the air gets narrow,
And the calm I fake turns sharp and shallow.
And I try to walk off but my steps betray,
And I try to deny but the truth won't stay.
And you stand your ground like you already know,
And you see the part of me I never show.
And I don't want the tremble but it finds my hands,
And I don't want the truth but it understands.
I break before I touch you,
I run before I stay.
I break before I touch you,
So you never see me stray.
I don't want the silence but I choose it still,
I don't want the longing but I always will.
I don't want the distance but I keep it near,
I don't want tomorrow if it feels like fear.
I break before I touch you,
I run before I stay.
I break before I touch you,
So you never see me stray.
One breath. One plea.
I'm running from you to keep you free.
I shut the water off. But you're still here.
The water hits my skin like truth,
Steam rising with the things I lose.
Your voice slips in like a ghost I knew,
Low and close… the way it bruised.
My hands on tile, I can't breathe in,
The past crawls up beneath my skin.
You stopped that night, you stopped today,
But the memory never walks away.
I'm shaking… I'm breaking…
The water remembers you —
In every quiet breath I take.
The water remembers you —
In every tremble I can't shake.
The water remembers you —
A truth I never meant to keep.
The water remembers you…
And I fall in too deep.
Door creaks open, and I'm undone,
Your breath hits me like a loaded gun.
You froze first… but I broke last,
Caught in the heat of what we never asked.
Your eyes traced every trembling line,
A brand that burned me out of time.
I shut the water off but still,
Your shadow clings beneath my will.
I'm weightless… I'm faithless…
The water remembers you —
In every quiet breath I take.
The water remembers you —
In every tremble I can't shake.
The water remembers you —
A truth I never meant to keep.
The water remembers you…
And I fall in too deep.
I don't want this feeling, but it rises like the tide.
I don't want this memory, but it lives beneath my spine.
I shut the water off, but you stay inside my chest.
A ghost I never asked for, a truth I can't suppress.
The water remembers you —
In every quiet breath I take.
The water remembers you —
In every tremble I can't shake.
The water remembers you —
A truth I never meant to keep.
The water remembers you…
And I fall in too deep.
Your shadow on my skin…
Your breath under my ribs…
I shut the water off…
But you're still here.
One breath. One spark. You burn me in the dark.
You step too close and my breath goes thin,
Heat hits hard like a fire under skin.
One small glance and I lose my ground,
Didn't know want could feel this loud.
Your shadow moves and my pulse gives in,
I hate the pull but I fall again.
You're danger wrapped in a quiet spark,
A soft-voiced flame that lights my dark.
I'm burning, I'm turning.
You burn me back, every time you breathe my name.
You burn me back, like a match I can't contain.
You burn me back, pull me close, I lose the fight.
You burn me back, you burn me back tonight.
Your eyes hit deep like a velvet strike,
Soft but sharp in the heat of night.
One small smile and I lose my shield,
Didn't know want could feel this real.
I try to run but you catch my air,
A quiet claim in the way you stare.
I hate the truth but it's pulling fast,
You're the one ghost I can't outlast.
I'm shaking, I'm breaking.
You burn me back, every time you breathe my name.
You burn me back, like a match I can't contain.
You burn me back, pull me close, I lose the fight.
You burn me back, you burn me back tonight.
I don't want this fire, but it rises when you're near.
I don't want this weakness, but you burn away my fear.
I don't want this longing, but it hits me like a spark.
I don't want this truth, but you already own my heart.
You burn me back, every time you breathe my name.
You burn me back, like a match I can't contain.
You burn me back, pull me close, I lose the fight.
You burn me back, you burn me back tonight.
One breath, one spark,
You burn me in the dark.
I could let go. If I didn't have to keep you safe.
You walk around like you already know,
Like you can see the truth I never show.
You say you feel it, I say it's not real,
But you're the only one who makes me feel.
You chase the thing I keep locked out of sight,
You never flinch when I put up a fight.
I call it nothing, you call it a lie,
I hear the truth every time you're nearby.
I'm right here, holding back tears.
I could be yours in the middle of all of this.
I could say yes instead of running from your kiss.
I could be real instead of choosing all this pain.
I could let go if I didn't have to keep you safe.
You hold your ground like you've already won,
You see me clearly in everything I've done.
I say I'm fine but you know I'm not,
You're the one thing I can't let myself have.
I run from you like I'm running for you,
Every step away is a step toward the truth.
I call it fate but it feels like a vow,
I hear your name in the silence somehow.
I'm right here, holding back tears.
I could be yours in the middle of all of this.
I could say yes instead of running from your kiss.
I could be real instead of choosing all this pain.
I could let go if I didn't have to keep you safe.
I don't want your distance, I just want to say your name.
I don't want tomorrow if it always looks the same.
I don't want the silence, I just want to let you in.
I don't want to keep running but I cannot let you win.
I could be yours in the middle of all of this.
I could say yes instead of running from your kiss.
I could be real instead of choosing all this pain.
I could let go if I didn't have to keep you safe.
One breath, one sign,
I could be safe if I let myself be mine.
You were golden. I was the proof.
You say you're falling into something deep,
Like I'm the reason you can't sleep.
You call it darkness, I call it truth,
You were never broken, I just shook you loose.
You stand there certain in the way you do,
Like you already know I'm scared of you.
Not your hands, not your voice, not your name,
Just the way you see me without shame.
I'm right here, holding my fear.
You were never the dark one, I just dimmed when you got close.
You were never the lost one, I just ran from what I chose.
You were never the broken boy, I just cracked when you believed.
You were never the danger, I just feared what you could see.
You say I'm running from something real,
Like I'm the one who doesn't heal.
You call it fate, I call it fear,
You're the only truth I keep near.
I walk away so you stay whole,
I break myself to save your soul.
Not because you're fragile, not because you're weak,
But because you're the one thing I can't speak.
I'm right here, wanting you near.
You were never the dark one, I just dimmed when you got close.
You were never the lost one, I just ran from what I chose.
You were never the broken boy, I just cracked when you believed.
You were never the danger, I just feared what you could see.
I don't want the silence, but it's safer than the fall.
I don't want the distance, but I can't give you it all.
I don't want the ending, but I can't let you begin.
I don't want to keep running, but I can't let you win.
You were never the dark one, I just dimmed when you got close.
You were never the lost one, I just ran from what I chose.
You were never the broken boy, I just cracked when you believed.
You were never the danger, I just feared what you could see.
One breath, one truth,
You were golden, I was the proof.
We're closer than we should be. But neither one walks away.
JIMMY:
You step in and the room folds quiet,
Every thought I have turns riot.
I try to speak but the words slip thin,
You're the storm I keep letting in.
SOFIE:
You look at me like you already know,
Like you see the part I never show.
I try to run but my pulse won't move,
You're the truth I can't remove.
TOGETHER:
We're closer than we should be,
Breathing where we can't stay.
We're closer than we should be,
But neither one walks away.
JIMMY:
You say stop but your eyes say stay,
Every breath you take pulls my way.
I try to hold but the calm won't land,
You're the truth I can't withstand.
SOFIE:
You stand firm when I fall apart,
Hear the things I hide in my heart.
I try to break but you stay right there,
You're the one I shouldn't bear.
TOGETHER:
We're closer than we should be,
Breathing where we can't stay.
We're closer than we should be,
But neither one walks away.
SOFIE:
I don't want the trembling, but it rises when you're near.
JIMMY:
I don't want the distance, but you keep it out of fear.
TOGETHER:
We're closer than we should be,
Breathing where we can't stay.
We're closer than we should be,
But neither one walks away.
One breath, one beat,
Too close, too deep.
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